So let me share this with you. Lately I’ve been really down, human feelings that I always avoid  and I’ve been diving dangerously deeper into these thoughts because they don’t scare me, alcohol isn’t the answer but the means to find the truth, I don’t encourage this but I’m a fighter, taught to fight and designed to fight, win the fire fright they teach us no matter the enemy capability, too many times we’ve seen the enemy retreat even though they have superior weapons but they retreat cause they don’t know the capability of their enemy, they doubt themselves. lol nearing the end of my turmoil but I’m going to dig deeper cause I fucken can haha

So let me share this with you. Lately I’ve been really down, human feelings that I always avoid and I’ve been diving dangerously deeper into these thoughts because they don’t scare me, alcohol isn’t the answer but the means to find the truth, I don’t encourage this but I’m a fighter, taught to fight and designed to fight, win the fire fright they teach us no matter the enemy capability, too many times we’ve seen the enemy retreat even though they have superior weapons but they retreat cause they don’t know the capability of their enemy, they doubt themselves. lol nearing the end of my turmoil but I’m going to dig deeper cause I fucken can haha

You don’t realize how alone you are until you’re staying up every night thinking about things you should never think of and you cant tell anybody because you have nobody to tell.

4:26am
7/1/14 (via phyxiated)

Yesterday I went over home for the last time, had lived in that house since I was a child but we convinced my mother to finally move out because all the kids had grown up and no one would be coming home. I a mangled to spend a few moments in an empty house and looked out this window for the last time. Thanks for putting on a great day Welly.

Yesterday I went over home for the last time, had lived in that house since I was a child but we convinced my mother to finally move out because all the kids had grown up and no one would be coming home. I a mangled to spend a few moments in an empty house and looked out this window for the last time. Thanks for putting on a great day Welly.

Wetpac! Was absolutely crap in Wellington yesterday, saw this fancy dude in a fancy suit with a fancy umbrella walking down the street, knew he wasn’t from Wellington cause we all know umbrellas are a waste of time in Welly, NekMinit umbrella folds up and gets torn to shreds, his suit jacket comes undone and it started pissing down on top of him, by time he had found shouter he was screwed! Lol… We laughed at him :)

Wetpac! Was absolutely crap in Wellington yesterday, saw this fancy dude in a fancy suit with a fancy umbrella walking down the street, knew he wasn’t from Wellington cause we all know umbrellas are a waste of time in Welly, NekMinit umbrella folds up and gets torn to shreds, his suit jacket comes undone and it started pissing down on top of him, by time he had found shouter he was screwed! Lol… We laughed at him :)